NIGGER

I don't know if its something about me or if its a problem in my head, but I have my color. I always wanted to be something else but black I love my family my culture but I hate my skin color. I remember the first time I was called the N word or NIGGER. It was by a 8 yr old boy in my class we were friends and in line at school and he just turned around and called me a NIGGER. I was shocked to hear it I though everybody was like the same at that moment I felt black. It was like I was not American as if I was Lavar Burton from roots. Who tell people to call black people nigger I was not taught to hate but learned it from my friends who did.

Now that I am older the its like everybody wants to say it in front of me. I hear it on Xbox live at bar yelled by angry white people. Its like someone said "hey everybody if you get mad at a black person yell NIGGER. It sucks I don't call white people cracker i say like fuck you or dick head like we are all the same.

So someone tell me why does no one like black people? What did we do to disserve this this, I know that all black people are not all nice but the same goes for every race.